Pain

Blameing the world for all my troubles
gets me out of every excuse
that you have ever thrown at me
breaking the habbits that you set forth
trouble me that they are neverending
should i release the power that you have
or do i stay and pretend that im glad
to be your mindless capable drone
the shackles of you words keep me here
and the thoughts of what those words mean
bleed in and out thru all my fear
should i be alone and deminished
or should i be beaten and slain before you
the tarnished images that you protray
inginte a spark for my will to thrive
my time to embark on a new journey begains
my last words to you will not be good bye
this moment will not be spoiled by your words
a new sun sets for me this day and the new world awaits.......